Lol last night....

It great to see some frens last nite.I miss Sandeep.We used to bully him rite.Now he all grown up n has a gf.His gf quite good looking but 3 years younger.Coz home schooling.Not bad choice,from decent family....Sandeep is a lucky man.....He quite ok his looks if juz he gain few pounds.He will be very hot like his bro very good looking.Why i so gay suddenly talk bout guys looks.CK still the guy who always ready to go fight jungle warfare.Phisyarn still haven't give me my SLR yet.Joker.Somebody ask me is Fish there?i was like why always her la.No topic meh.lol true also.Surprisingly Sandeep took econs.He say quite ez but at the same time quite tough.Depend a person thinking.Unlike some egomaniac said tat econs is ez.If so, there so many bloody economist in P.H.D....LSE will be ez to get in.Bout tat, i forgot to ask Dan...oh god completely forgot bout him.Oh so tat Shen Yee i saw last nite quite cute in a way.Leverne quite ok.At last sp got some fashionable ppl.Unlike someone so bad taste.Leverne quite remind of me someone in kl.I kinda like her,u guys noe i like fiesty girls.

It sucks coz so long i still can see u.Cool, i n her juz frens.

I tell u guys one thing.I n her still frens.Nth much.I so pissed off ppl always say like tat.Isn't tat obvious i n her r fren, pls grow up.If u very like tat person ,but u still can see her.Oh wao if sucks, coz u feel nth wit her.I now feel like she juz a desire.I hate ppl keep telling bout her.We juz frens.I tell u guys one thing.If a fren always take advantage, always thought himself highly arrogant, smart and lie ppl bout money, n i give so many chances to him.My patience already ran out.Wat for waste my time.Ppl r not stupid, u juz cheat ppl, ppl juz dun care u.Get it ,grow up n get a life.Have ur own self esteem not ego or serve ppl.I try to act cool of course is a good thing, cant be i still desperate for her.I dun like ppl stabbing my back, if u one to continue be my fren, pls be honest.I noe i very egomaniac person still i have self dignity.....i will love her still i think i n her juz frens.Better, i dun wan to waste my time.Wat for......i noe ur game girl.Missing u make me realize the more to life.Sam is rite wat for....we juz frens....i n her how to say in chinese we got faith, we will be together.I think nth...still my mum i will marry her sumthing like tat.My mum so old school...believe in one hit one go.I play first n when get married i find decent wife la.I have a lot of flaw... still a man always weak coz of a girl......ppl warn me bout her.which is correct, i respect them now.Wat for i clapped one hand n show off tat i do stuff for her , nth return...i see this girl in mid valley.ok i sick still i like this girl coz she my dream girl.Wat for i like her coz she not my dream girl.I think silly puppy love.I still immature....tat mid valley chick made me realize is tat girl from aus worth?.wat for life still young, is better we pursue sumthing else like benefit,scare girls dun wan us meh when we graduate.there still time,my mum always rite n still feeling is gone away.i noe i juz saying still...pretend?tat bez option for me anyway rather show her.She think me as bro.....ok why not juz fren.....love is irony.Mine is not love but sick mind....i feel apart from u.U try ignore.i dunnoe wat they told u...we juz frens.

George Michael-Praying for that time.

I really like this song.Quite meaningful.I hope new year resolution tat children will not had to suffer anymore.

Ideas some r crap but logic in a way.

Wao, kim ask me to look through an article about divorces will cause environmental damage.It kinda true in sense tat ppl will buy house ,consume more n taking more space.Wao, at first i thought its crap.Come to think of it, from economic point of view
n so called environmental stuff.It logic.here the article hope u understand.
Here the link:


Guess what.I disagree wat Kim say about terrorism is not cause by poverty.But isn't tat obvious. When poverty ppl tend to blame things n other ppl, try to seek refuge in religion.So they slowly get corrupted by the radicals.Uneducated worsen the system but still some terrorist r highly educated eg.some r docs, engineers.Milton Friedman, author of the world is flat conclude tat Islam is a religion not about openess.In the globalized world open minded is important.Ppl tend to be follow not think outside the box.Haih..some many brilliant young muslims join terrorism coz they r unhappy wat the west did( actually the west is colonialism they hate), the country is not develop.Rulers may take advantage of ppl n cause them like tat.
Here an article:

It kinda sad tat Pakistan former PM get assassinated. quite sad actually, she symbolized hope n dream of democratic Pakistan.....freedom of the ppl tat had been oppressed by musharaf regime. Juz shattered like tat.Haih...it seem Musharaf is a smart person.Wat to do politics is like roaring seas...u have to be the toughtest to survive it worst storm.Her death cause some economics turmoil.Asia n euro stock fell but Us stock rebounded.US may have been involve who noes. Oil n gold rise their price.Wat shit is this.A politic turmoil can cause chaos in everything.Bhutto is she a good leader hard to say. She n her husband had been charge of corruption.Maybe n still surprisingly she graduate from ocford n her dad ask her to take lead by age of 20 sumthing i guess.

I seeing nth but onli u in my dream.Still

Hello again.
I met u again.
I hope it like last time again.
Sipping coffee n killing time.
How yours life?Its been awhile.
God i so missing your smile all the while.
Juz tat i cant bear to see u mature.
Seeing u grown up, make me happier.
Still i wonder i can see u again,
will i see ur lips n hear ur voice.
If u leaving,i understand.
If u don't , give me an answer.
This so called love, its eating me from the inside.
Do u know tat i on my last breath?
Dying on my deathbed without knowing u wat u think of me.
Love is like a cancer, growing unstoppable.
Its so pain, i on the edge.
I glad seeing u happy as always.
It make me feel jealous coz i not there.
Goodbye if u leaving.

I still like u but tat sucks.Guess,I have to be patience.

Wao,i haven't seen u for an half of year.I guess I am too excited.well tat my weakness.U more mature n independent.More shockingly u read the world is flat.U so interesting.We have same taste except for ur favourite colour orange while i love dark colours for instance purple n black.Why i am talking crap?Something in my body wan to kiss ur red lips.Still i holding back....why i thinking of kissing u.I juz met u yesterday.Now i missing ur smile already.I am stupid tat obsessing u.Well i noe hk is not ur type of guy so am i.Ur type of guy obviously 10 times better than me.I heard u going Sydney..haih Sydney,cooperate law...well not bad field...i dunnoe wat to say.I still like u so much.I tend to leve the past behind still it coming back.i sick of it.Well ur beautiful lips..i love it.

Of those rose petals i saw,i still speechless towards you.

I feel without sumthing important in my life.So fast one years had passed,i feel i juz passed each day without concern anyhing or make sumhing meaningful.Haih one year,so fast she back.Still there ashes inside me left.Wat i care about her?None really...time does fly by.i remember when young always travel, have someone to look after or etc,childish me....feel now is different.....feel empty..i still lost finding myself.Dunnoe wat to do,apply where to sudy?financial n economics n stats degree?well maybe?ANU?maybestill..haih..exam coming this jan,i better stop blogging now.

"The World is Flat" n flatter each minute

Well,perhaps some of u have heard of this book " The world is flat" by Thomas Friedman.It very good book to understand the market n globalize.One thing i dun understand if malaysian understand tat world is flatter each passing moment n beside globalization change evrything now.Internet n comp,pc ,telecomunication may contribute to tat.I still dun understand why some malaysians dun agree wit me tat IT/computer field ppl r better paid thann u r as doc n etc.Dun be so typical...well tat so many jobs beside docs lawyers n sumthing else.optic engineering it interest me a lot which can save our children future.We no longer can depend buring coal,petroleum n etc for producing energy especially in china.like my uncle david said too,"the world is change,henry..IT n engineering will be valued."he recomemnd me to take computer studies in computer engineering rather than computer business, one more thing if u will fail coz u had give up."he kinda rite,his step bro as a baker have a big house, few sport cars( i wish he give me one for free).i dun he highly educated,well i think he is hardworking n streetsmart.Coz give u r smart dun necessary u will succeed.In the future,if some dude juz come up to me n said" i am doc,pls respect..i can afford a beamer aka bmw z4, i am high class,my job is a doc but my purpose is too earn or work as some doc in the hospital get well paid" give me i dun give a damn,i tell u wat i think.which rock u live under for so long? So wat u r doc, wat u have done.discover new theories n drugs or vaccine for children in africa.i dun think u doing tat but u r doing some job in hospital for the rich ppl.wat shit is tat.thought doc onli well paid.how bout investment banker, economists, finanical mathematician n so on.they earn more than u.i dun noe wat crack up mentaly malaysian have here.why not u guys prove sumthinng?Local uni well they say wat excuse i dunnoe wat n say they filed so many research,i was like ok tat quantity not quality.u did improve but others improve a lot.local uni give me local grad n lec got sum kind of ego.i dunnoe la.i see some local grad r like tat.maybe i shoudl not say so soon or comemnt ppl like tat.still local uni i still dun get it why giving excuse.true to say UM shouldn't drop so much.medicine there is not bad n so wit humanities.wao one thing i discover these few days.there is so many jobs i cant think it off.i like to listen to ppl wit ideas, their entrepreunship,creative,innovative n smart ideas.i dun like when i ask ppl wat ur job or wat u do.i do e=mc2.i will think ok u r boring.but to ppl said i thinking the theory of black hole.wao this is interesting.i admire eddie,he din get good result in spm addmaths..u guys will think why he take further maths.but he did well for the test.u noe why..see how he thinks, he an artistic person i think he like to think otherwise as we speak out of the box.coz i believe malaysia edu systerm love nerds who memorize ( but i dun mean all nerds) due to tat we lost a lot of brains.too discriminate our youths brain who thinks but cant memorize.a lvls the brits give us the simple ones n ask us to think for ourselves well it kinda true.tat y i cant do physic.but one thing raeven said today at lunch is true." When u r rich, u have a lot of oppurnities n chances, but when u r poor u need a lot of hardwork.XComputer n tech stuff control the work.tat y jj's bro is rite.my dad still belive comp is not good business,i still dun noe why he say tat or maybe he concern bout me.dey i am a chinese understand chinesed culture,i have the internet n if i have computer skills,well tat different, thing change coz its the globalize world.i remember this gusy always ask me not to learn business, i was like wat u trying to say.who said i going to learn business.dun talk cock.beside it the globalize world if malaysia didn't have oppurnity for me ,why should i work here?dun be so typical.e confidence wit urself n coz swim or sink.electircal engineering earn a lot money by time u go out too late la.i think maybe optic engineering or nano.like mr jahn cheah always do ur job wit passion n u will succeed in it.see ppl ,i also dars wan to work mnc n bcome a businesswoman, i believe she will succeed in it.i tell u one thing wit science degree we also can do business n jzu science offer u a secured job.business is a risk, bsuiness is about openess.i tell u wat dun think money but think ur interest.thopmas friedman is rite,why should i give jobs to malaysian engineers who r duplicated by computer n books,i should sent the works to india or china.one thing china lack from india is english.oil prices will still goes down.if bush invade iran,he will made a stupid mistake.coz of his admin,usa may go under recession may cause recession in around the world.usa fed may cut interest rate tat means the former blockhead go there cheap la butinflation.nvm tat i talking crap but econs.shit i did a simple mistake in econ test.sure get B..why i put decrease ?

Oh juz shoot me

Today i get my physic paper.well its bad....shit i really had to work up on it,the problem is i cant understand physic.econs n maths still interest coz like also can.physic maybe is the lecturer.he so soft spoken,unconfident,boring n etc.he make the class sucks.well i cant blame him i shuld work hard.i thinking of dropping it next sem.by the way my course dun need physics.i planning to take finance,econs n stats for degree.stats interest me tat we can use stats to forecast the markets, stocks n etc in business.tat quite interesting.i dun noe there is a job abput financial mathematics.these guys r called quants, they r high paid ass kids n sit down shake leg.they juz need to design a model or software to forecast the market n get paid for tat.wao the world have so many jobs i cant think of.i sumtimes i dun understand ppl mentality...muz bcome docs,lawyers n engineers.well tat so many jobs.juz tat they r high paid tat we muz work as tat.not reall depend ur interest really.listen to ur self n be ur self.so many fucking good job u nvr heard of.i think mentality in malaysia neeeded more exposure. in malaysia i dun hear anybody ppl working as investment banker,good paid n high bonus.tat wat job i going to thought myt father against it.i heard well goldman sachs may coming to malaysia.well maybe this is my chances.i maybe juz crapping here.oh shoot my aunt ask me where i going uk,sg or aus.grandpa say aussia,parents say sg,aunt thinking uk.uk la is better got seng n yy.still expansive but relatively cheaper than aussie uni.i thinking to admin to ucl n lse.still wit this result i dunnoe.maths i kinda ok n econs too.but physic its stupid.should have taken accounting rather than physics.my aunt from aus ask me to study in india...coz its cheaper n i will be staying wit her overthere got maid n drivers n all.still india huh nah, see first i thniking to apply next year sep for uk uni.if aus,i thinking of anu,mel uni n monaash.i in a dilemma,not sure where to go or wat to do.oh juz shoot me.....tat girl in mid valley still making me so hot n i feel like falling.she the bomb n fit to be my dream girl.still i can't her name thought...she juz got me lovestoned.

Protest " Bersih"

Hmm.... this happen on 10th Nov saturday...well my friends thought its digi campaign from the monorail, but it not quite except from the yellow shirt.it protest called bersih lead by ngo n five opposition party n for more info search in wikipedia.



interview of anwar by al jazeera



this our info minister buat malu to whole country.last time idea of malay model now this stupid grammar eng pula.

THES-QS Ranking

Oh well the new result for world ranking is out......it seem Malaysia Unis din make it in the 200.Cant be malaysia uni tat sucks?

UKM and UM vice-chancellors attributed their fall to the new methodology used to calculate rankings this year."Even the National University of Singapore (NUS) has dropped to the 33rd spot when it was always within the top 10," Universiti Malaya vice-chancellor Datuk Rafiah Salim said."The way I look at it, smaller countries like Malaysia are bound to lose out as THES has introduced new criteria which is peer review and has changed the citation and list of publications."Rafiah said with morethan 3,000 universities getting ranked by THES annually, Malaysianuniversities had to improve if they wanted to remain on top of the list."Ifwe want to compete with some of the top universities in the world, first wehave to be in the same league. "Right now, we are not. One way to overcomethat is through adequate funding."She said NUS received an annual funding ofS$1.2 billion (RM2.7 billion) a year compared to UM's RM400 million annualbudget.






Isn't tat an excuse?dun compare ur self wit others..obviously u guys need seriously to be improvished "A Lot".Budget funds oh well pls ask government who wan us to be cemerlang gemilang in 2020.Isnt tat investment in education is the better way then rather waste on stupid prjects tat got nth do wit the society.Investment in human capital isn't tat essential in economic development.Government say wat malaysian prefer good paid rather then serve the country.stupid excuse , i think i bit too far.Ppl from other countries willing to pay high salary for great brains to work wit them....tat logic.

Well quite shocking actually lse drop from 17 to 59.Lse it cant be ,it too dramatic fall....well ucl at number 9.thinking uk or aus after A lvls.Mummy say see result...oh crude.Here the link for the world ranking Thes-qs.

It figures....still

Last nite i dreamt about her again.u noe how much i hate tat kind of dream.make me sad n relucant to go to school.oh dear Mr Lawrence tell me tat malaysia edu is sucks.come to think of it it sucks.STPM third hardest in the world still the question not revelant to world.Well i mean art stream for form 6 not science.science i think same with a lvls.Degree even worse more to memory n theory more.wat shit is this.i not going to hire some engineer tat how u do tat by telling me tat e=mc2 all that shits.I dun understand why government trying to do...brainwashing us to use more left brain...a nerdy society...hmmm...maybe....come on how other country improve so fast.coz u noe why?coz is investment in edu systerm.like in america,u think u straight As student n academic smart can get into havard.They laugh at u man.they not going to choose academic.they choose straight As but streetsmart,out spoken,eloquent,confident, gave good knowledge,creative n high self esteemed.U wonder america is land of oppurnity.of course! their edu systerm promote creative thinking.form 6 have stressing a lot of my friends.come on la we juz kids n not much of memory power like computers 120gb or so on.after learning economics,it not a question tat scholarship shuld be given to poor student.scholarship shuld be use to encourage great minds n world leaders n titans.as a investment to future of our country.......dun tell me crap about its unfair of course unfair.we send ppl to uk to study not someppl who have doubts about themselves of course we will choose ppl have great qualities.Form 6 frens,i believe u all can do it.Dun have doubts about urself...world is unfair tat onli the begining.....be confidence about urself n ambitious.All things can be achieve wit dreams.Well me...i have to work hard to get job in wall street.i dream to go new york one day aka the big apple.Well friends u wan to be engineer,some of the world best engineer r not good in calculus still they have great qualities n attidude.Read "the wolrd is flat"U will get wat i meant.

Mr Jahn Cheah.

Well he is a very interesting n funny person.His hobbits is like to tell craps n grandfather stories.sumtimes very lanxi still a ok guy.He is my fm lecturer.He like zq but in lanxi n very confident version.his favourite phrase is do ur question til the cows come home.like to use phrases in class n high iq jokesi dunnoe its problem wit iq or the language communication problem among students.Surpirisngly he from a lor star n same school wit my cousin kolej sultan abdul hamid.he keep telling us tat he train air stewardess when his young.guide them n watching them swimming.I dun like the way he teach c3 n c4 too fast n fp1 i getting familiar wit his style.too much thinking i got a bit of white hair d.well nth to talk about him.well i thinking to drop physics too hard for me or the lecturer sucks.he likes talking to himself or to board.lack of confidence n soft skills.the physic lecturer i feel suffer under him,i prefer the form 6 teacher pn teoh.sob..sob.well why ppl asking why i take fm actually if i taking financial studies.well i going to take financial,economics n statitics.i consider financial as major.well i noe i bit sacractic in saying this still some ppl juz like to kill b4 interrgeration.

lame joke

U noe one day a priest lost his rooster.

so, on the sunday mass, he ask his fellow chirstian in church.

he said" Anyone have a cock?"

then all men rise.

then he said "sorry,wrong question...have anybody seen a cock?"

then all women rise.

then the priest say" sorry again wrong question,but have anyone seen my cock?"

all nun rise.

Hmmmmm..

When i read kim blog, i feel tat i such an ass.When i in primary these tow kids.n these two kids nvr continue their second year in the same school.When i in standard 5,i dunnoe wat this guy name.i forgot liao. i remember we always bully him except seng,chong yuet n rest of good guys.i feel awkward n regret of my action.he din have frens coz he is weird.i remember to an ant.well he dress like totally nerdy.nerds the bunch i always feel strange.the definition of a nerd well is always tug in their shirt,wearing dorky glasses, always talk about computers & hot chicks(as if they will get one still they will get in the end),showing off their knowledges n talk lanxily.a good example of tat is well the pilot.but 10% in him is a loser.back to the story,i remember i always bully n be mean to him.look of it i kinda immature the way i act.i should make fren wit him at least.still....haih,ah seng told me tat my action still wrong after all this years.haih....i so fucking immature n childish.i should grow up.this year two years is important A lvls.My parent give me some high hope.well in the faimly boys will be boys.U can say tat i am the black sheep of the family.ya ernest i remember in maria ooi i always be mean to him too.still he always sit alone.he kinda introvet person.dun talk much.ah seng wasn't happy wit him.i always elike talk rudely to him n be mean.why?i dunnoe,i feel superior over him.well tat bad.i noe iam snobish,lanxi,act cool oh wat n etc of bad stuff,tat wat all they said.still i feel tat ppl dun understand me.i have still long way to go.

Subang

Going to subang to day to eat bak ku teh.Everyday in my aunt house,i really miss pork.now i noe how blackie feel.Why i back to love topic again?chiam today too hyperactive.shit i feel retard i need to feed on games.i hope my mum agreee on buying a new laptop for me.

Haih....

I just found out tat this girl in my class look like her or i am mentally retarded again.seem i too obessed wit her thoight oh well i hope i forget fish soom.this girl in my class i like to make her mad coz i like to see her angry.sound sick isn't it.i noe i am a sick bastard....haih i got few hair liao.it seem fm take it toll on me.by the time i graduate i will be white apek wit funny looking retard face.i feel sad to an orphanage in my aunt tmn.rumour had it tat the orpanhage will be forced to moved due to image.sad those kids have no place to stay.i wonder where all the money or ppl do concern about them.they r human too.the world is cruel.ppl always neglect the poor n needy.juz tat ppl....sigh....we always judge book by it cover n wat they done not who they truly r.

Haih...i dunnoe la i feel sad... sumtimes ... oh .. weird me

I still like her thought but each day getting lesser.At last got some improvement thought. Raya week let me felt tat i juz realized tat how small the world i live in.i turn around there beautiful girls everywhere.hey she not the onli one.i feel in love again but this time wit this girl from college.i think she is in diploma same as hmmm 's girl.still i feel tat i kinda useless i still young.Juz get lecture from grandpa yesterday well amost everyday get lecture.seem, i have so many flaw.Well the girl of my dream i saw her at mid valley last few days ago.Wao she fit my description of my dream girl.Tall,tanned skin,sexy in a way,eloquent,complicated,long hair nice face.......i so picky is n't it...well wit this attidude i will not get anyone.aiya i forget to get her name.well it made me realize wat a fool am i to fall for fish.

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Shit day.

Today i feel tired....still i have go to college.I expect Mr jahn cheah to tease i and dq in class coz of yesterday. i and dq was talking bad a bout him in the toilet dg was doing his business while i was talking how he teach.i say fp1 at least he teach seriously n c4 is kinda simply.I really dun understand.Rest all bad stuff bout him then we stop talking bout him.suddenly got flushed in the toilet it was mr jahn cheah n then he give a hmmm n then go off.I told dg n we were laughing wat a million chance to meet him in toilt.actually i hope he dun understand mandarin n beside i thought he at lvl 2 toilet lol.wat a joke.

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