13th Febuary

No wonder i feel so gloomy yesterday.....it was 13th Feb.Onli some of u understand why 13th Feb n those some of u noe why 16th feb maybe suckiest day of my life.......haih...valentine day...love in the air.....today is my cousin, Arafat birthday...Happy brithday man......i miss someone so badly but i still dun understand WHY?....why i still got mixed feeling....i try to see another ppl still......u still there......is it my curse?Had karma get back on me?I think too far.

I have insomania lately.....i cant stop..........why?i try think another stuff...still u r there.Who r u?wat r u?Y u into my life?I afraid i still like u after all tis while.But this feeling of like sucks!

Dude ,Mr pilot i noe u still lover her...dun be a phony by saying spread rumours u dun like her.U talk cock to us onli...dun annoyed me...mr pilot...for ur action tell us who r u....u noe wat...wat can win her heart honesty...u too fake tat y she can see u.I pity u.

14th Feb a long day for me......well i better get going to buy my cousin present then.chow

I have touch reality finally.

When i finally touch reality....by then the sun already set at the mountain........so it all true....still day dreaming am i?

I truly live the past forever....for i fear reality.........i see the it wit my own eyes.....ur words......ur expression.Hmmmm....well i can see through the lies......i dunnoe wat it is.....she make me helpless as child......wat power she had.

All men weak coz of women.

Lies......human nature..........well there always her eyes show sumthing different......women like her...bah....open ur eyes n see the world.

Reality...i wan to do sumthing better wit my life.....the world well so big tat we can anyone in it yet so small unexpected coz i am still guessing.

I too inthoughtful....crappy...immature...my vices.

Nah i muz be the most selfish ppl in the world.So stingy weirdo i am......haih too self centre....why?i hardly notice ppl's needs.I too arrogant all the time.....haih.....i love to crap for no reason.

Too inthoughtful n insensitive.Of course i not the person u thought i were.......i dun believe u poor at analyst at ppl. I perhaps wellllllllll.......juz like some weirdo.......

I should touch reality more often face the truth rather than some dude staring at screen all day lifeless...................so sad....dunnoe myself sumtimes.

i should see some therapists for treatment perhaps.I'm too spoiled n pampered.Mean sarcastic person i am................haiz too much vices.

" PINK ! "

Pink maybe my new colour.I noe wat u think.....crappy henry try to be sensitive n gay rite now.

Pink is my new obsession.........pink is my new favourite colour..........pink is my new lover......pink is always my love........yet pink i love so much.