Lol last night....

It great to see some frens last nite.I miss Sandeep.We used to bully him rite.Now he all grown up n has a gf.His gf quite good looking but 3 years younger.Coz home schooling.Not bad choice,from decent family....Sandeep is a lucky man.....He quite ok his looks if juz he gain few pounds.He will be very hot like his bro very good looking.Why i so gay suddenly talk bout guys looks.CK still the guy who always ready to go fight jungle warfare.Phisyarn still haven't give me my SLR yet.Joker.Somebody ask me is Fish there?i was like why always her la.No topic meh.lol true also.Surprisingly Sandeep took econs.He say quite ez but at the same time quite tough.Depend a person thinking.Unlike some egomaniac said tat econs is ez.If so, there so many bloody economist in P.H.D....LSE will be ez to get in.Bout tat, i forgot to ask Dan...oh god completely forgot bout him.Oh so tat Shen Yee i saw last nite quite cute in a way.Leverne quite ok.At last sp got some fashionable ppl.Unlike someone so bad taste.Leverne quite remind of me someone in kl.I kinda like her,u guys noe i like fiesty girls.

It sucks coz so long i still can see u.Cool, i n her juz frens.

I tell u guys one thing.I n her still frens.Nth much.I so pissed off ppl always say like tat.Isn't tat obvious i n her r fren, pls grow up.If u very like tat person ,but u still can see her.Oh wao if sucks, coz u feel nth wit her.I now feel like she juz a desire.I hate ppl keep telling bout her.We juz frens.I tell u guys one thing.If a fren always take advantage, always thought himself highly arrogant, smart and lie ppl bout money, n i give so many chances to him.My patience already ran out.Wat for waste my time.Ppl r not stupid, u juz cheat ppl, ppl juz dun care u.Get it ,grow up n get a life.Have ur own self esteem not ego or serve ppl.I try to act cool of course is a good thing, cant be i still desperate for her.I dun like ppl stabbing my back, if u one to continue be my fren, pls be honest.I noe i very egomaniac person still i have self dignity.....i will love her still i think i n her juz frens.Better, i dun wan to waste my time.Wat for......i noe ur game girl.Missing u make me realize the more to life.Sam is rite wat for....we juz frens....i n her how to say in chinese we got faith, we will be together.I think nth...still my mum i will marry her sumthing like tat.My mum so old school...believe in one hit one go.I play first n when get married i find decent wife la.I have a lot of flaw... still a man always weak coz of a girl......ppl warn me bout her.which is correct, i respect them now.Wat for i clapped one hand n show off tat i do stuff for her , nth return...i see this girl in mid valley.ok i sick still i like this girl coz she my dream girl.Wat for i like her coz she not my dream girl.I think silly puppy love.I still immature....tat mid valley chick made me realize is tat girl from aus worth?.wat for life still young, is better we pursue sumthing else like benefit,scare girls dun wan us meh when we graduate.there still time,my mum always rite n still feeling is gone away.i noe i juz saying still...pretend?tat bez option for me anyway rather show her.She think me as bro.....ok why not juz fren.....love is irony.Mine is not love but sick mind....i feel apart from u.U try ignore.i dunnoe wat they told u...we juz frens.

George Michael-Praying for that time.

I really like this song.Quite meaningful.I hope new year resolution tat children will not had to suffer anymore.

Ideas some r crap but logic in a way.

Wao, kim ask me to look through an article about divorces will cause environmental damage.It kinda true in sense tat ppl will buy house ,consume more n taking more space.Wao, at first i thought its crap.Come to think of it, from economic point of view
n so called environmental stuff.It logic.here the article hope u understand.
Here the link:


Guess what.I disagree wat Kim say about terrorism is not cause by poverty.But isn't tat obvious. When poverty ppl tend to blame things n other ppl, try to seek refuge in religion.So they slowly get corrupted by the radicals.Uneducated worsen the system but still some terrorist r highly educated eg.some r docs, engineers.Milton Friedman, author of the world is flat conclude tat Islam is a religion not about openess.In the globalized world open minded is important.Ppl tend to be follow not think outside the box.Haih..some many brilliant young muslims join terrorism coz they r unhappy wat the west did( actually the west is colonialism they hate), the country is not develop.Rulers may take advantage of ppl n cause them like tat.
Here an article:

It kinda sad tat Pakistan former PM get assassinated. quite sad actually, she symbolized hope n dream of democratic Pakistan.....freedom of the ppl tat had been oppressed by musharaf regime. Juz shattered like tat.Haih...it seem Musharaf is a smart person.Wat to do politics is like roaring seas...u have to be the toughtest to survive it worst storm.Her death cause some economics turmoil.Asia n euro stock fell but Us stock rebounded.US may have been involve who noes. Oil n gold rise their price.Wat shit is this.A politic turmoil can cause chaos in everything.Bhutto is she a good leader hard to say. She n her husband had been charge of corruption.Maybe n still surprisingly she graduate from ocford n her dad ask her to take lead by age of 20 sumthing i guess.

I seeing nth but onli u in my dream.Still

Hello again.
I met u again.
I hope it like last time again.
Sipping coffee n killing time.
How yours life?Its been awhile.
God i so missing your smile all the while.
Juz tat i cant bear to see u mature.
Seeing u grown up, make me happier.
Still i wonder i can see u again,
will i see ur lips n hear ur voice.
If u leaving,i understand.
If u don't , give me an answer.
This so called love, its eating me from the inside.
Do u know tat i on my last breath?
Dying on my deathbed without knowing u wat u think of me.
Love is like a cancer, growing unstoppable.
Its so pain, i on the edge.
I glad seeing u happy as always.
It make me feel jealous coz i not there.
Goodbye if u leaving.

I still like u but tat sucks.Guess,I have to be patience.

Wao,i haven't seen u for an half of year.I guess I am too excited.well tat my weakness.U more mature n independent.More shockingly u read the world is flat.U so interesting.We have same taste except for ur favourite colour orange while i love dark colours for instance purple n black.Why i am talking crap?Something in my body wan to kiss ur red lips.Still i holding back....why i thinking of kissing u.I juz met u yesterday.Now i missing ur smile already.I am stupid tat obsessing u.Well i noe hk is not ur type of guy so am i.Ur type of guy obviously 10 times better than me.I heard u going Sydney..haih Sydney,cooperate law...well not bad field...i dunnoe wat to say.I still like u so much.I tend to leve the past behind still it coming back.i sick of it.Well ur beautiful lips..i love it.

Of those rose petals i saw,i still speechless towards you.

I feel without sumthing important in my life.So fast one years had passed,i feel i juz passed each day without concern anyhing or make sumhing meaningful.Haih one year,so fast she back.Still there ashes inside me left.Wat i care about her?None really...time does fly by.i remember when young always travel, have someone to look after or etc,childish me....feel now is different.....feel empty..i still lost finding myself.Dunnoe wat to do,apply where to sudy?financial n economics n stats degree?well maybe?ANU?maybestill..haih..exam coming this jan,i better stop blogging now.

"The World is Flat" n flatter each minute

Well,perhaps some of u have heard of this book " The world is flat" by Thomas Friedman.It very good book to understand the market n globalize.One thing i dun understand if malaysian understand tat world is flatter each passing moment n beside globalization change evrything now.Internet n comp,pc ,telecomunication may contribute to tat.I still dun understand why some malaysians dun agree wit me tat IT/computer field ppl r better paid thann u r as doc n etc.Dun be so typical...well tat so many jobs beside docs lawyers n sumthing else.optic engineering it interest me a lot which can save our children future.We no longer can depend buring coal,petroleum n etc for producing energy especially in china.like my uncle david said too,"the world is change,henry..IT n engineering will be valued."he recomemnd me to take computer studies in computer engineering rather than computer business, one more thing if u will fail coz u had give up."he kinda rite,his step bro as a baker have a big house, few sport cars( i wish he give me one for free).i dun he highly educated,well i think he is hardworking n streetsmart.Coz give u r smart dun necessary u will succeed.In the future,if some dude juz come up to me n said" i am doc,pls respect..i can afford a beamer aka bmw z4, i am high class,my job is a doc but my purpose is too earn or work as some doc in the hospital get well paid" give me i dun give a damn,i tell u wat i think.which rock u live under for so long? So wat u r doc, wat u have done.discover new theories n drugs or vaccine for children in africa.i dun think u doing tat but u r doing some job in hospital for the rich ppl.wat shit is tat.thought doc onli well paid.how bout investment banker, economists, finanical mathematician n so on.they earn more than u.i dun noe wat crack up mentaly malaysian have here.why not u guys prove sumthinng?Local uni well they say wat excuse i dunnoe wat n say they filed so many research,i was like ok tat quantity not quality.u did improve but others improve a lot.local uni give me local grad n lec got sum kind of ego.i dunnoe la.i see some local grad r like tat.maybe i shoudl not say so soon or comemnt ppl like tat.still local uni i still dun get it why giving excuse.true to say UM shouldn't drop so much.medicine there is not bad n so wit humanities.wao one thing i discover these few days.there is so many jobs i cant think it off.i like to listen to ppl wit ideas, their entrepreunship,creative,innovative n smart ideas.i dun like when i ask ppl wat ur job or wat u do.i do e=mc2.i will think ok u r boring.but to ppl said i thinking the theory of black hole.wao this is interesting.i admire eddie,he din get good result in spm addmaths..u guys will think why he take further maths.but he did well for the test.u noe why..see how he thinks, he an artistic person i think he like to think otherwise as we speak out of the box.coz i believe malaysia edu systerm love nerds who memorize ( but i dun mean all nerds) due to tat we lost a lot of brains.too discriminate our youths brain who thinks but cant memorize.a lvls the brits give us the simple ones n ask us to think for ourselves well it kinda true.tat y i cant do physic.but one thing raeven said today at lunch is true." When u r rich, u have a lot of oppurnities n chances, but when u r poor u need a lot of hardwork.XComputer n tech stuff control the work.tat y jj's bro is rite.my dad still belive comp is not good business,i still dun noe why he say tat or maybe he concern bout me.dey i am a chinese understand chinesed culture,i have the internet n if i have computer skills,well tat different, thing change coz its the globalize world.i remember this gusy always ask me not to learn business, i was like wat u trying to say.who said i going to learn business.dun talk cock.beside it the globalize world if malaysia didn't have oppurnity for me ,why should i work here?dun be so typical.e confidence wit urself n coz swim or sink.electircal engineering earn a lot money by time u go out too late la.i think maybe optic engineering or nano.like mr jahn cheah always do ur job wit passion n u will succeed in it.see ppl ,i also dars wan to work mnc n bcome a businesswoman, i believe she will succeed in it.i tell u one thing wit science degree we also can do business n jzu science offer u a secured job.business is a risk, bsuiness is about openess.i tell u wat dun think money but think ur interest.thopmas friedman is rite,why should i give jobs to malaysian engineers who r duplicated by computer n books,i should sent the works to india or china.one thing china lack from india is english.oil prices will still goes down.if bush invade iran,he will made a stupid mistake.coz of his admin,usa may go under recession may cause recession in around the world.usa fed may cut interest rate tat means the former blockhead go there cheap la butinflation.nvm tat i talking crap but econs.shit i did a simple mistake in econ test.sure get B..why i put decrease ?