I still the sucker she wan me to be.....

Well April 2nd is near....sucks....i had to motiviated myself to concencrate.today i saw her pics.wao it crush me tat i miss her smile so badly.hear her voice again.......life sucks.Confucious is right be happy wit the girl u have rather than the girl u dun have.Bleeding in live....well no such thing.April 2nd i begin to hate it.If i only to be brave n confidence wit myself,no use to talk bout the past.Life is a journey not a destination a lot things for me to learn.In the end she treat me like this, i realize i learn about feelings.In the future we shall meet again if fate smile upon me.