Well, those who close with me will understand what dilemma that i facing now.
I feel weak for once and unsecure bout the future. I hit myself that back to reality. I seriously to make magic happen again. I had to be desprate, risk-taker and fiecre if i want to secure myself. I don't believe it why good things always follow by bad things. Guess my past life owe him a lot. I would rather go there but how i going to cope when i am there. Follow my uncle's bold move perhaps? Too bold, for his time is different. But i will fight to the end and Nth will stop, ur words of cowardice doesn't scare me. Still sumtimes i feel i muz realize reality but i will fight for my own destiny.
Wednesday, December 10, 2008
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
Get TAG!!!!!!!!!!!!!
RULE #1 People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.
RULE #2 Tag 6 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse.These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continue this game by sending it to other people.
Tagged by Juting.
1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
* I would bring out my new lover hot sexier than her and make out in front of her. Tell my ex lover i bought her a new luggage and brought along her stuff. After that, i will say "we break up la, so here ur stuff and my farewell a big luggage, dun bother coming back i juz change the lock of "MY" apartment."
2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
* i am in a yacht just sailing out of Venice wit someone i love.
3. Will you change in attitude(or other things) to comfort your lover?
* See first, depends whether she is a bitch. Still i have many vices. Yup.
4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
* 50mil for scholarship fund. 200 mil for my own charity foundation of children future in third world countries. another 200mil for propeties around the world. Build business empire? Give parents 20mil.Bought a vineyard and roman villa. Beside my kids education.
5. Pretty but fat/Ungly but slim, which one would you prefer?
* Pretty fat la.Fat is now the trend. Skinny guys look gay la.
6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
* Being loved by someone is more blessed, feel being appreciated.
7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
* U think le...of course no la...mah like tat 50 years siao ar. I not tat emo and love in this real world don't last forever.
8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
* I will shakehand wit her bf and say apparently u r the best man.I hope i become better person next time.
9. If you like to act with someone, who will it be? your gf/bf or an actress/actor?
* wit Megan Fox in adult film la
10. Will you invite for Ex bf/gf to your wedding dinner?
* Ya, why not...frens mah.....got a lot of thing to catch up.
11. How would you see yourself in ten years time?
* Have his own investment firm, driving a M6 go back home. feel regret going back hom coz wife complain about my mum and my mum have a catfight wit my wife. Everybody hearing tehy complain each other.
12. What's your fear?
* i fear i disapointed everyone.
13. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
* funny, open minded, sophiscated, fashionable, finally a person u can talk about salvadore ferragamo or cool cars. good counsellor.
14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
* Single and rich, imagine old 50 years have a chick 20 years old. Still can bang man. U single uncommited and have all those family problems.
15. What's the first thing you do when you wake up?
* go pee, drink water and go back to sleep.
16. Would you give all in a relationship?
* Depends whether she a bitch or not. If she good, i surely will anything.
17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
* why not take both? Sure both can understand.Double the cost better dun la, one who truely love me.
18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
* dun step on my head second time.
19.Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
* having relationship, have someone to talk about my problems and nvr feel lonely.
20.List 6 people to tag
* Kimberly Ho, Daniel Harris, Mr Lawrence, Wee Kiat, Sean, DQ
RULE #2 Tag 6 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse.These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continue this game by sending it to other people.
Tagged by Juting.
1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
* I would bring out my new lover hot sexier than her and make out in front of her. Tell my ex lover i bought her a new luggage and brought along her stuff. After that, i will say "we break up la, so here ur stuff and my farewell a big luggage, dun bother coming back i juz change the lock of "MY" apartment."
2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
* i am in a yacht just sailing out of Venice wit someone i love.
3. Will you change in attitude(or other things) to comfort your lover?
* See first, depends whether she is a bitch. Still i have many vices. Yup.
4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
* 50mil for scholarship fund. 200 mil for my own charity foundation of children future in third world countries. another 200mil for propeties around the world. Build business empire? Give parents 20mil.Bought a vineyard and roman villa. Beside my kids education.
5. Pretty but fat/Ungly but slim, which one would you prefer?
* Pretty fat la.Fat is now the trend. Skinny guys look gay la.
6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
* Being loved by someone is more blessed, feel being appreciated.
7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
* U think le...of course no la...mah like tat 50 years siao ar. I not tat emo and love in this real world don't last forever.
8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
* I will shakehand wit her bf and say apparently u r the best man.I hope i become better person next time.
9. If you like to act with someone, who will it be? your gf/bf or an actress/actor?
* wit Megan Fox in adult film la
10. Will you invite for Ex bf/gf to your wedding dinner?
* Ya, why not...frens mah.....got a lot of thing to catch up.
11. How would you see yourself in ten years time?
* Have his own investment firm, driving a M6 go back home. feel regret going back hom coz wife complain about my mum and my mum have a catfight wit my wife. Everybody hearing tehy complain each other.
12. What's your fear?
* i fear i disapointed everyone.
13. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
* funny, open minded, sophiscated, fashionable, finally a person u can talk about salvadore ferragamo or cool cars. good counsellor.
14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
* Single and rich, imagine old 50 years have a chick 20 years old. Still can bang man. U single uncommited and have all those family problems.
15. What's the first thing you do when you wake up?
* go pee, drink water and go back to sleep.
16. Would you give all in a relationship?
* Depends whether she a bitch or not. If she good, i surely will anything.
17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
* why not take both? Sure both can understand.Double the cost better dun la, one who truely love me.
18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
* dun step on my head second time.
19.Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
* having relationship, have someone to talk about my problems and nvr feel lonely.
20.List 6 people to tag
* Kimberly Ho, Daniel Harris, Mr Lawrence, Wee Kiat, Sean, DQ
Sunday, September 14, 2008
Glasses
Ray-Ban Aviator Sunglasses damn cool. I loving it.Imagine wear a stripe suits lean on a bugatti veryon behind a private jet as background with sunset mood.Damn cool, but no money. Dream also useless.Its better set as a goal then, i have to work my ass off.Sorry butt for your suffering.
During my August break, I went to pelangi to change my old glasses.I saw the aviator sunglasses.550 above man, my mum is like going to faint if i wan to buy this.After that, i saw Aunty Ann wearing a ray ban aviator orange lense. 200 ringgit cheap compare to my dream one.when i try hers on, guess what my sis said, like apek in the sundry shop. Do i look that old????? Still, Aunty Ann say like a rock star sunglasses.But i look like an old man. SOB...SOB
Talking about changing glasses i have a new pair. Well u guys who know me surely know i wear a apek and nerdy frameless glasses.My mum asking me to change like my bro's full frame. Thinking about it, i want more mature and sophiscated glasses. So i ask the guy for hugo boss glasses. The guy is like wth, asking me " R u sure Hugo Boss?" My mum say like hear hugo boss, i wan to fall.Hugo Boss's glasses almost all the same style. Hugo boss truly boss.
End Up my mum not satisfied with hugo boss. She said i look like a old man. Oh god, she prefer espirit. I wonder is the looks or the price. A hugo boss cost about minimum RM 600.Still its very classy.Might as well take the espirit glasses, better than nothing away. Btter earn my own money. Unit trust?? anyone interested with me?
During my August break, I went to pelangi to change my old glasses.I saw the aviator sunglasses.550 above man, my mum is like going to faint if i wan to buy this.After that, i saw Aunty Ann wearing a ray ban aviator orange lense. 200 ringgit cheap compare to my dream one.when i try hers on, guess what my sis said, like apek in the sundry shop. Do i look that old????? Still, Aunty Ann say like a rock star sunglasses.But i look like an old man. SOB...SOB
Talking about changing glasses i have a new pair. Well u guys who know me surely know i wear a apek and nerdy frameless glasses.My mum asking me to change like my bro's full frame. Thinking about it, i want more mature and sophiscated glasses. So i ask the guy for hugo boss glasses. The guy is like wth, asking me " R u sure Hugo Boss?" My mum say like hear hugo boss, i wan to fall.Hugo Boss's glasses almost all the same style. Hugo boss truly boss.
End Up my mum not satisfied with hugo boss. She said i look like a old man. Oh god, she prefer espirit. I wonder is the looks or the price. A hugo boss cost about minimum RM 600.Still its very classy.Might as well take the espirit glasses, better than nothing away. Btter earn my own money. Unit trust?? anyone interested with me?
Monday, August 11, 2008
Monday, July 21, 2008
I Miss U so much.
Hey Gramps.....it have been almost a month since i got the news bout ur surgery.When i got news, i thought u able to pull it throught like u always have.When i reached the hospital, i was shocked tat Aunty Tracy, Uncle Freddie and grandma was crying.I knew sumthing worse have came up.....when i gotta into the room.Seeing ur condition like tat, well i was shocked.I remember wat diease u ever get...u able to pull it throught.It seem tat my invicible gong gong succumb to death.Seeing my cousin, Arafat n my Aunty Julia in the room try to hold back the tears..i thought he have hopes left.When the doc declare he is brain death there no chance.......i was.....my only regrets is not able to spend more time wit u grandpa.Popo can't accept tat u r gone....so come to worst tat we have to pull the plug.Still i wish i able to talk to u at the last moment......At ur house in Alor Star, on ur death bed the last breath pain me in my memories.I dun wan to see u gone juz like tat.
I always thought u able to live for a long time due to ur good health.Well u go too fast for us to say goodbye.Guess this life...there always the unexpected.Some of ur frens came n dun believe tat u gone so fast.As u always smile...always strong n speak wit a strong manner.I won't forget wat u had taught me.I shall remember n i won't let u to be dissapointed.
Since back at KL, at Mandarin Oriental's ur favourite chinese res and ur favourite peking duck........its wont be the same without u.U always lecture the way my hair, my clothes n my lifestyle.Then i suddenly realized wat u mean.....now i understand wat made man remember or to appreciate its by deceisive event.
I can see in grandma's eyes how much tat she love u.How much tat u care bout the family n love it.When i lost u grandpa, i feel there no hero in my life.
Thursday, June 12, 2008
Ballnight
Ballnight is on 30th june....kl sentral hilton 130 per ticket.At least i believe my cousin's years is cheaper.Damn exp n hardly ppl going wrong time.....middle of our hol.well for me next uni degree?sucks.......miss all the chance...i need a car.My uncle lend me his z3 he bound to kick my ass........rent one...clothes????clothes well g2000 not bad.I kinda in dilemma to go or not?????
Watever....Scram
Seeing my fren's feelings.Remind my foolish past....
i dunnoe why? ur smile is so pain?
Why?i try to approach as a fren.Nth in return
Who think u r? A bitch rite?
watever.....ur words r lies.
i dunnoe why? ur smile is so pain?
Why?i try to approach as a fren.Nth in return
Who think u r? A bitch rite?
watever.....ur words r lies.
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